I think you can regret something without regretting everything that happened because of it. So, my biggest regret is marrying Steve. I am thankful for all the the lessons I've learned but really my life would have been better and I wouldn't be so weird. I would probably be able to hug a person without feeling awkward about it.
In my head I would have had a man that openly loved me and would have been supportive while I was pregnant and after. I can still have those things but I wont be pregnant again and all the hurts over the years can't be erased. I have to work through the intimacy issues I have and re-learn to just be me and not worry that everything I want will be an instant no. Soon it will all be better. Look at how much better I already am compared to June 2011. ^_^
I don't care what you say - I'm gonna <<>> you!!!!
ReplyDeleteThe word hug was in there!!!
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DeleteThe mom in Utah I don't have! <3
That made me a little sad. You have come a long way since June though and you will come even further. I <3 you even though I don't hug you. =P
ReplyDeleteYou deserve so much more. You are an amazing person and whoever you are with should realize it. Anyone that doesn't see it or doesn't appreciate it is more messed up then could ever be fixed.
I cant wait to see where you are a year from now!
we got plenty close in Mexico and there is always next year! We can just make up for our hugging there. :-p
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