Tuesday, January 24, 2012

Day 1: Your current relationship

  This is a FANTASTIC way to start a 30 day challenge!! NOT!

My Current status is in the process of a divorce.  It's neither a good or a bad thing.  It is what it is and I'm fine with that.  :-)  I'm staying true to me and figuring the rest will fall into place.
In general I'm pretty private about this stuff anyway.  Sorry reader!
This day sucks for a starter



**Because Steffen got onto me about not describing how I feel about my current status I thought I would go into a little more detail**  
  Sometimes I feel like I failed because I couldn't make things work but then I realize I am only half of the problem.  Most days I am positive and look forward to the future but when it comes to Love and relationships I find myself having a very negative / realistic point of view and really have a hard time trusting people. I realize I have to allow myself to be vulnerable and that's very hard for me.  I am very closed off and controlled in most ways.  Really, I hate talking about my feelings so I don't think there is a lot more I can say about this.  

1 comment:

  1. I had no idea, but I am glad that you are opening up just a little bit, I think I am going to do the challenge with you! I really don't talk about feelings either, so it will let me get out a little bit at a time! I think it will help me realize who I am, and who I want to be!!!!

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